I’m confused, I don’t know if it’s already over.
Or I’m just being silly.
But the part of me which so desperately wants to protect myself from being hurt again urges me to believe that it’s over.
I can forget about it, about everything  now… It wasn’t meant to be I guess? It’s okay,  I feel hurt and sad [...]

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It’s all too familiar.
Last year this time I was very sad … spent most of my time hiding in my room.
Now when i’m in my room at home I feel almost the same. I cannot help feeling that everything will fall apart. I’m scared.
And I sorta see it falling apart already. Oh no. I’m going [...]

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sad….

it’s for the best, but i still feel sad…
it’s what i MUST do, yet i feel sad…
Since I would have to go through this either way, I should just get over being sad and not dwell on it…I guess…
But I’m sad, I’m so sad…

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i wanna go home :(

its only a week and i already wanna go home.
i knew this feeling would eventually come, but not so soon…..
and not when i’m feeling very cold… i only feel this way when i’m cold cold cold…
maybe i made a mistake.. i should have stuck with those singaporeans, then at least i’d have constant company? did [...]

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its just so difficult

i really dont know why its so difficult.
its so suffocating, so horrible.
why is it so hard to get along with you?
its not that i dont wanna get along with you, believe me i’ve tried.
but i think, it is definitely best that we part, lest we tear each other apart. oo it rhymes.
i just duno lah… [...]

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seven inches

you know those tshirts with funny funny weird stuff on them? we saw them today. Among them I remember:
manchester untitled – the dead devils (i so wanted this)
hsbc – highly suspicious banking corp
bmw – bloody mahal wheels, burnt my wallet
“how often do you have election?” “every morning”
mercedes bench (with a picture of a bench with [...]

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i’m unsticky tape

Picture the bonding like two pieces of tape face to face. Each time you give yourself physically or emotionally to another you stick to them. That is the bonding process that God created for marriage. When you become intimate, emotionally or physically, you form a bond with that person.
But, when the relationship ends, the tape [...]

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end of 2007

well, the last day of 2007.
recap time!
January
went back to uni after one month break. reunited with bb after not seeing for 28days. ‘engage’ : fast & pray with crusade. cheerleading contest thingy. making the decision..and told him.
February
day of prayer. highlighted my hair. valentine’s day. really a mixture of happiness and sadness.
March
Problems started. Studies too tough. [...]

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when the darkness closes in

Blessed be your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name
Blessed be your name
When I’m found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name
Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say…
Blessed be the name of the [...]

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