Headache with zee Visa

I woke up with dad barging into my room (where’s my privacy??) and apparently I’m late to rise again. Visa day! Ah! So I dressed and… it didn’t meet his requirement. Go make visa must wear formal. What?? So I panicked, where can I find formal attire? My skirts are all in Singapore. 
Then it hit me. Ah! My white ‘wedding’ [...]

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i can’t be smart anymore

this feeling is quite alien to me, not knowing anything in class. i’ve been experiencing it since i entered university here in a foreign land, and i’ve been struggling.
this semester, my struggles seem even worse, much worse than the previous semesters. probability I is really killing me. i don’t know how.
yesterday i felt so depressed, [...]

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disappointment

just let time pass faster, let me leave this place faster… it’s all just an endless headache, why did i even wanna organize the gathering in the first place, why am i so busybody, just cannot let anything be…
next time i know, just hold myself back, don’t need to take the initiative to organize anything, [...]

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This semester

I’m in the library right now, its 10pm.
I just can’t describe this heavy hearted feeling that’s pulsating throughout every vein, every nerve of my body right now.
I feel like shutting down, just going away, disappearing.
One semester has passed. One semester of being alone. One semester of enduring everything – good and bad – alone.
I am [...]

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