I’m confused, I don’t know if it’s already over.
Or I’m just being silly.
But the part of me which so desperately wants to protect myself from being hurt again urges me to believe that it’s over.
I can forget about it, about everything  now… It wasn’t meant to be I guess? It’s okay,  I feel hurt and sad [...]

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It’s all too familiar.
Last year this time I was very sad … spent most of my time hiding in my room.
Now when i’m in my room at home I feel almost the same. I cannot help feeling that everything will fall apart. I’m scared.
And I sorta see it falling apart already. Oh no. I’m going [...]

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