exchange is so troublesome. but that means i’ll make sure it’s worth all the trouble!
for once in my life, going uk. my dream of actually going to uk came true, in ways i’ve never expected it. 2 years ago i was so hard up wanting to go to uk to study, but it’s incredibly expensive, so now’s my chance to do so….
mom n dad bought me a pink nkjv bible today <3 and a beautiful pair of sunglasses…both specially for exchange. the pink bible was cuz it’s small and more portable than my current one, (not to mention its super cute, pink colour!! the pages are pink!!!), and since i’ve been reading niv my whole life, and have read it through more or less once, time to change versions. its astounding that i’ve read that whole book once (and some parts way more than once) yet i still cannot remember or apply or recall most of it, really feel so helpless at times.
the marie claire sunglasses is perfect! love it so much.
i just cannot bring myself to update my exchange blog, it’s so mundane to blog reporter style, being detached and impersonal. how can i do it? ugh.
i’ve just felt like staying at home…i’ve got 2 more weeks to enjoy the comfort of home. i somehow don’t feel like going out. i like being at home, with my family. it’s so tiring running around outside… but yet at the same time i wished i had the energy to do so because staying at home makes me seem like an outcast of society..but who cares. family first. i’m just very thankful that i have a family to spend time with and the chance to hang out at home where i feel so comfy and happy, its really amazing to be able to bum around at home and laze on the couch.
because deep inside me i’m realizing that the time i have left to spend with my family is greatly diminishing. for the next 6 months i will not see them at all. and i’ve sorta … left the nest? i’ll never be permenantly living with my parents anymore. once i graduate it’ll be even worse. how often can i come back? maybe that’s why i’m just taking my chance now while i still have it, i don’t wanna grow up and regret this… regret the time i did not spend with my family.
lil eugene is spending too much time on the computer. i fear for him. when i was his age, 14, i was busy crushing on guys and reading books and learning the piano and serving in youth cell and yet.. he’s in front of the computer all day? playing games. i wished i knew how to guide him. worrying! isn’t he interested in girls at all? okay so he did go out of the way to get a present delivered for that girl, that heart shaped keychain… but… other than that…. he’s stuck online all the other time! crap.
